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Rant from hell! :iconiddyvanzun:IddyVanZun 0 2
Ralph Emerson response.
    "The religion that is afraid of science dishonors God and commits suicide" (Emerson 90). To understand the before mentioned, we must assume some truths. If we accept that the universe is guided by laws, and that we are created in Gods image. Then we can presume we are of similar cognitive structure and that our bodies and the universe follow a de
sign. Then I would ascertain, things like gravity, for God, would be on the same lines of breathing, for us. They are unconscious behaviors; Take breathing for instance, you need not concentrate to breath but you do it anyway. For God, the manipulation of gravity would be, if we were created in a Gods image and follow the same design as the universe, like breathing for us. An unconscious action that dictates the flow of the body, just on a grander scale, science is the study of these unconscious actions of our universe also called laws. So to summarize my point, science is the study of the unconscious actions of God in
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I'm screaming at myself again,
I've done what I said I'd never do again,
I hurt something again,
I've defiled again,
I must be punished again,
I must cut myself again,
I want that pain again.
So again,
I have done it again,
I have succumbed to my lust again,
I must hurt myself again,
I must repay my debt in blood again,
I now have scars on my chest that bleed again,
and again,
I'm doing it again,
I've done it again,
What I've done before...
Wait this time its different,
Wait, what have I done,
Wait why is there a razor in my hand,
What have I done again.
Why am I scared,
Why am I bloody,
Why have I done this,
Why do i continue to do this,
Why do I feel I must do this,
The cycle has broken,
My dead soul resurrected,
My punishment is at an end,
No, no, no
Why did I do the things I did,
Why did I hurt myself,
Why did i feel I must hurt myself,
Or is it,
I wanted to hurt myself,
I wanted to punish myself,
I wanted to degraded myself,
Why did, I do IT,
just to satisfied my self loathing,
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Dead flowers
Down on the soiled earth
New flowers are bred to die
Expelled forever
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Trapped in a web
Lies told in whispers,
Quarters lined in horrid silk,
Crawling poison waits...
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Eternal rest
Stars in the dark sky,
Where heavens gate stands aloof,
Lies eternal rest.
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River flowing
On the water, it runs down the stream, giving gifts to its kind, they in turn hand it their love. We all drift on the clouds, high in the air, giving all we got to others, never to be returned to us. Spears and swords, crossed, releasing a tide of suffering, all of it directed by the MAN, with three sides and a golden hand.... His heel colored red. On and on we roll, giving but never getting, suffer unto our world, and the path ahead is clear.The back door is open, but hidden by the MAN with the golden hand and guarded by the MAN's most hated disciple. Unto to we, I give my daily blood, mine flesh is not but a conduct for the mind to interact with the physical world, a prison made to harness power, by indulging in sin. Only in the mind will we find our key and only in selflessness can we locate the lock. Yet we still roll on into the water giving but not receiving. All over watched by the MAN with three sides and repressed by his red heel and his burned servant. For we are not its kind
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The next time you say hi...
Is saying hello a satanic praise, I mean when you say hello, you'er saying hell-o, plus most people lift their right hand. So you say hell with an o at the end, and you lift your right hand above your head... Kind of like the nazi's did. so maybe hello is a satanic ritiual.... hmmmm, or its just a simple greeting...
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I have just a slight problem... :iconiddyvanzun:IddyVanZun 0 0
Numerology, the magic of numbers!
Im sure many have seen this before, but did you notice all the little patterns, How the middle line of ones seperate the line of 9's, 8's, 7's, 6's and so on; but if you look on the other side, you see lines of 2's, 3's, and such.
Did you see in the middle two columns, and how each last number, is the start of the next in line.
Did you notice how the end numbers, matched the begining numbers in the row.
Or, did you notice that all this orginization, this order is centered around the number ten.
Maybe somebody knew what they were doing when useing the number 10 for lists of rules, maybe thats why everybody has the top 10, or the bill of rights, or the ten commandments.... Or maybe it's just a number...
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Tsukune Akua Kalua Moka Kokoa Wallpaper 16 by weissdrum Tsukune Akua Kalua Moka Kokoa Wallpaper 16 :iconweissdrum:weissdrum 14 4 Rosario+Vampire Shinso Wallpaper by weissdrum Rosario+Vampire Shinso Wallpaper :iconweissdrum:weissdrum 10 2 Death by moni158 Death :iconmoni158:moni158 6,360 436 Run, Wolf Warrior, Run by KaiserFlames Run, Wolf Warrior, Run :iconkaiserflames:KaiserFlames 1,470 110 Ktrivi Kwarf by dudeduke94 Ktrivi Kwarf :icondudeduke94:dudeduke94 3 2 Rosario Vampire 2 Chapter 41 by Relotixke Rosario Vampire 2 Chapter 41 :iconrelotixke:Relotixke 448 111 The rosario by Darksoulmanga The rosario :icondarksoulmanga:Darksoulmanga 411 58 rosario+vampire by kyuubifred rosario+vampire :iconkyuubifred:kyuubifred 1,837 527 8.29 by SeaGoatInk 8.29 :iconseagoatink:SeaGoatInk 5 0 Ask Phauna 2 by SeaGoatInk Ask Phauna 2 :iconseagoatink:SeaGoatInk 7 0 CuttlefishCuller by SeaGoatInk CuttlefishCuller :iconseagoatink:SeaGoatInk 7 2 Post-Strife by SeaGoatInk
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Journal Entry: Thu Nov 29, 2012, 11:28 AM
I posted something new and it's a rant that makes no sence unless you're me!

  • Listening to: Stone Sour
  • Reading: Fan Fiction
  • Watching: Rosario Vampire
  • Playing: Hitman
  • Eating: York Mints
  • Drinking: Coke


Ryan O'Dell
United States
Hmmm, now for a none sarcastick bio lol. I am going to college for history, I am a hugh Rosario Vampire fan and I love guns. Oh and I do believe in a higher power! I like cookies!


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Thanks for faving!_! (Again)
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No prob, you make cool stuff!
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